Recently, I have heard of a number of people talking about committing suicide. They can’t handle what is going on. I remember going through a phase in my life where I had these thoughts myself. What’s your take on all of this? Do you think the people who talk about suicide really want to ‘end it all’? For me, I came to see it wasn’t the death of the physical body I wanted. I only wanted to end all the awful thoughts I was having. I wanted them to go away and give me peace of mind.
I have been looking a great deal at my body, mind and spirit. One morning, I saw something really interesting. Through my life there were specific times where my body, mind and spirit had actually died of an unnatural death.
As I became more aware of what it was showing me, I came to see it was something that happened in reaction to what was going on at the time. I didn’t like to look at my body. I didn’t think my mind was very smart. My spirit had died. I am now choosing to clear through that ‘stuff’ and bring Sheila back to life, in body, mind and spirit. Sheila is now being born again. In the process of me being born again, I now see life all around me. My body is rejuvenating, my mind is waking up and my spirit is free to live life as Sheila.
When I look at living now from this new perspective, I can say I am experiencing the death of my awful thoughts, giving me more peace of mind than I have ever had before.
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Monday, March 29, 2010
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Relating to others around you...relating to your Self
Let’s look at the relationships around you today. In the relationship with your partner/spouse, how do you relate with each other? In the relationship between you and each one of your children, how do you relate with each other? With every relationship that is important to you, how do you relate with each other? If you are ‘strong’ in relating with each other, your ‘internal dynamics’ will be strong between the two of you. It will mean you will not be affected by the ‘external world’ around you!
If you and your partner/spouse relate strongly with each other, you won’t be affected by for example, the in-laws or friends who may try to influence some part of the relationship between the two of you. The same goes with each one of your children. There will be a ‘strong’ feeling between the two of you. When you come to feel that strength, you can move onto the family unit as a whole. Everyone in the family can relate coming from a place of strength with each other.
Let’s keep moving forward…what about your relationship with God? Are you strong in relating with God? If there is a weakness there, you will feel it. Now, what about your Self? Are you strong in relating with/to your Self? That may sound odd, but I assure you, if you have a weakness with your Self, you will feel it when you think about relating to your Self. By clearing your weaknesses, you will be in a stronger place within your Self….and you will feel it!
If you and your partner/spouse relate strongly with each other, you won’t be affected by for example, the in-laws or friends who may try to influence some part of the relationship between the two of you. The same goes with each one of your children. There will be a ‘strong’ feeling between the two of you. When you come to feel that strength, you can move onto the family unit as a whole. Everyone in the family can relate coming from a place of strength with each other.
Let’s keep moving forward…what about your relationship with God? Are you strong in relating with God? If there is a weakness there, you will feel it. Now, what about your Self? Are you strong in relating with/to your Self? That may sound odd, but I assure you, if you have a weakness with your Self, you will feel it when you think about relating to your Self. By clearing your weaknesses, you will be in a stronger place within your Self….and you will feel it!
Wednesday, February 10, 2010
Who's in control of who?
With Valentine’s Day around the corner…I feel one of the most important qualities in a relationship with your partner is to accept the decisions they make and to support them in those decisions. That is without saying anything to the contrary! Easy? Are you kidding me! It has to be one of the toughest things for me to overcome. I’m not only talking about my husband, I’m talking about the majority of my relationships with people. In looking back, anytime I’ve ‘reacted’ to their decisions in the past, it hasn’t been a good experience. It almost felt like I wished I wouldn’t have said anything.
‘Reacting’ shows up when you try to talk them out of their decision for some reason. It can come from thinking you know what would be better than they do. It can come from those times where you thought you were smarter or it can go deep down to where you wanted them to do what you wanted them to do (maybe be with you instead of going out with their friends). Talk about controlling issues. I know I’ve come from all those places at one time or another. It truly has been my reaction that showed me my lessons. If I don’t get it the first time, it shows up again. The Universe is so good about making sure I get it one of these times.
Almost every time I’ve reacted to some of the decisions my husband has made, I’ve come to a place of seeing how what I did was wrong (if I could use that word); how what I did was not called for. One time he made plans to do some building in the garage. I talked him out of it so we could be together that night. He changed his plans and what ended up happening was I got a call to do some energy work on someone who needed it that night. If I would have accepted my husband’s decision to work in the garage, and supported him, we would have both been in a place to do what we were both called to do that night.
The other side of that is true as well. My husband made plans to do some building and I was at peace with those plans. I knew we would be together later. What happened was his plans changed and I got to be with him the whole night.
When we get ourselves out of the way allowing life to flow, it does so for the highest good of the whole involved. We don’t see what is planned for us or the others in our life for that matter. Are you okay with that? Who’s in control of who?
‘Reacting’ shows up when you try to talk them out of their decision for some reason. It can come from thinking you know what would be better than they do. It can come from those times where you thought you were smarter or it can go deep down to where you wanted them to do what you wanted them to do (maybe be with you instead of going out with their friends). Talk about controlling issues. I know I’ve come from all those places at one time or another. It truly has been my reaction that showed me my lessons. If I don’t get it the first time, it shows up again. The Universe is so good about making sure I get it one of these times.
Almost every time I’ve reacted to some of the decisions my husband has made, I’ve come to a place of seeing how what I did was wrong (if I could use that word); how what I did was not called for. One time he made plans to do some building in the garage. I talked him out of it so we could be together that night. He changed his plans and what ended up happening was I got a call to do some energy work on someone who needed it that night. If I would have accepted my husband’s decision to work in the garage, and supported him, we would have both been in a place to do what we were both called to do that night.
The other side of that is true as well. My husband made plans to do some building and I was at peace with those plans. I knew we would be together later. What happened was his plans changed and I got to be with him the whole night.
When we get ourselves out of the way allowing life to flow, it does so for the highest good of the whole involved. We don’t see what is planned for us or the others in our life for that matter. Are you okay with that? Who’s in control of who?
Wednesday, February 3, 2010
Now looking back, was it something from childhood?
When I work on people for their issues and pains, I can get to a place with some people where something in their childhood comes up as a source of their pain. Some get quite defensive saying they had a great childhood and how their mom and dad are wonderful loving people. I continue to follow the clearing of what I get and when I’m done, I ask about the pain. They say it’s gone.
I was sitting in the airport this past weekend. I saw a mom interacting with her two daughters. The youngest one looked about 2 years old and was being held by the mom. The other daughter I would say was about 4 years old. She wanted to be held by the mom as well. When her mom wouldn’t hold her, the 4 year old yelled at the 2 year old and then at the mom, as she was trying to push her way into her mom’s arms to be cuddled as well. It didn’t happen. She resigned herself to the fact that she wasn’t going to be held and with a mad look on her face, went to sit in another chair.
Something as simple as that could cause issues for that child when she gets to adulthood. If that child goes through a phase where she continues to be sent away, she may grow up to feel ‘no matter what she does her mother won’t give her attention’ and if her mother does give her attention, it may show up in the form of punishment for acting out or yelling. She may also grow up to resent her sister getting all the attention. It can start as young as that. Then as an adult, she may get into relationships where she goes through a stage where her partner doesn’t giver her much attention. Will it be because the partner is being mean? What is her partner showing her?
You see, your central nervous system registers everything that goes on in your life. The hurts and pains will manifest in your life through your physical body or in your relationships of all kinds. When they show up, they can easily be cleared at an energetic level. When you connect to the solution of your problem, your issue will be resolved, regardless of where it originated!
I was sitting in the airport this past weekend. I saw a mom interacting with her two daughters. The youngest one looked about 2 years old and was being held by the mom. The other daughter I would say was about 4 years old. She wanted to be held by the mom as well. When her mom wouldn’t hold her, the 4 year old yelled at the 2 year old and then at the mom, as she was trying to push her way into her mom’s arms to be cuddled as well. It didn’t happen. She resigned herself to the fact that she wasn’t going to be held and with a mad look on her face, went to sit in another chair.
Something as simple as that could cause issues for that child when she gets to adulthood. If that child goes through a phase where she continues to be sent away, she may grow up to feel ‘no matter what she does her mother won’t give her attention’ and if her mother does give her attention, it may show up in the form of punishment for acting out or yelling. She may also grow up to resent her sister getting all the attention. It can start as young as that. Then as an adult, she may get into relationships where she goes through a stage where her partner doesn’t giver her much attention. Will it be because the partner is being mean? What is her partner showing her?
You see, your central nervous system registers everything that goes on in your life. The hurts and pains will manifest in your life through your physical body or in your relationships of all kinds. When they show up, they can easily be cleared at an energetic level. When you connect to the solution of your problem, your issue will be resolved, regardless of where it originated!
Monday, January 25, 2010
Where are your parents in your body?
Energetically it is spoken that your left side of your body is your feminine/yin side and your right side is your masculine/yang side. Well now incorporate your mother on your left side and your father on your right side. Firstly, look at your mom and dad individually. What generally stands out about what you noticed they did or didn’t do when it comes to for example, money, working, or relationships? Once you’ve done that, look at how they relate(d) to each other. Then look at your self in relation to them. How were you treated? As an adult now, young or old, look at the areas where you struggle or have challenges. Using the information you noticed about your parents, what are you noticing about your own life? Where are you feeling most of the problems in your physical body, on your left or your right side? How are you running your energy? Are there times when you’ve said you would hate to be like your mom or dad? What if you were like ‘them’? You will begin to see some patterns unfolding.
In my life growing up and still even now, my father yells at my mom all the time to do something. It seems when he gets frustrated with things he yells at my mom (that generation didn’t deal too well with their emotions). I reacted to this at home. It sure bothered me and can still catch me off guard. I would start to yell back at him telling him there was no need to yell. I also took that bother into my adulthood; no one was ever going to yell at me in this life time! There are times though where I yell. Hummm! Now my mom was a traditional stay at home mom. She raised us children, being there every day to make sure we had meals prepared and clean clothes for us. I will always remember how she was the one to drive us to all our activities. She would sew our clothes and even did some sewing for others. Along the way she sewed more professionally. She would spend hours and hours sewing beads on wedding gowns and only charge $200. When I would ask her for money for my activities, she wouldn’t have any and would send me to the garage to ask my dad. That was a nightmare because it turned into a begging session. It bothered me to have to ask for money for anything.
Well here’s what I’m noticing in my life. I feel I struggle to get my business to really take off. I’m silencing my business side some how; I’m silencing my dad so I don’t have to hear his yelling anymore. I feel this physically on my right side. When I look at my mother side, I have pushed and shoved and pulled myself so hard, because I didn’t want to be yelled at for doing nothing. I also tend to find it hard to charge for my services at times. As I’m becoming conscious of these patterns I can understand what’s behind some of my issues!
That is only one aspect of my mother/father part of me. Its about learning how I’m running my energy. It has helped me to see where pains, patterns, habits, etc. originate. Have fun!
In my life growing up and still even now, my father yells at my mom all the time to do something. It seems when he gets frustrated with things he yells at my mom (that generation didn’t deal too well with their emotions). I reacted to this at home. It sure bothered me and can still catch me off guard. I would start to yell back at him telling him there was no need to yell. I also took that bother into my adulthood; no one was ever going to yell at me in this life time! There are times though where I yell. Hummm! Now my mom was a traditional stay at home mom. She raised us children, being there every day to make sure we had meals prepared and clean clothes for us. I will always remember how she was the one to drive us to all our activities. She would sew our clothes and even did some sewing for others. Along the way she sewed more professionally. She would spend hours and hours sewing beads on wedding gowns and only charge $200. When I would ask her for money for my activities, she wouldn’t have any and would send me to the garage to ask my dad. That was a nightmare because it turned into a begging session. It bothered me to have to ask for money for anything.
Well here’s what I’m noticing in my life. I feel I struggle to get my business to really take off. I’m silencing my business side some how; I’m silencing my dad so I don’t have to hear his yelling anymore. I feel this physically on my right side. When I look at my mother side, I have pushed and shoved and pulled myself so hard, because I didn’t want to be yelled at for doing nothing. I also tend to find it hard to charge for my services at times. As I’m becoming conscious of these patterns I can understand what’s behind some of my issues!
That is only one aspect of my mother/father part of me. Its about learning how I’m running my energy. It has helped me to see where pains, patterns, habits, etc. originate. Have fun!
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